really, i have no idea why i'm here.

 

for the summer, that is.

 

by all accounts, i should be at worldview. but i'm not.

 

by other accounts, i should have four jobs and be making a ton of money. but i don't, and i'm not.

 

so i suppose, perhaps, my mentor is right. perhaps i'm supposed to just take stock. revel in my extra time. rediscover my relationship with Jesus. do those things that i love doing, and praise God for them.

 

sometimes its tough not having anything to do.

 

but right now, for what its worth, i wouldn't trade it for the world.